The oldest wish…


I find myself wondering the age old question…what must one do to get a great guy in your life? Is it to much to ask that a nice guy can just walk up to you and be open and honest about what he wants form you…? Why can’t it be this simple?

Have it ever happened that you have found some one and he ends up living in another part of the world, thousands of miles away…with so many obstacles to overcome that you have to ask yourself if this is even possible? Or you have two people that are a great match for one another, but they both don’t want to let go of their lives…or the one is willing too but the other is not…or worst yet, they only “work” outside their normal lives…?

Is it too much to ask for just a guy that is willing to open his mouth and be honest about what he wants, be available and willing to open to you and you be both willing to deal with each other…?

Instead, what we have is some of the following…You are to open with your feelings, you are too intense…Or I can’t give up my aspects of my life, they are too important to me, it is not fair on you to wait for me…Or you are pressurising me…

There is also the other side, I will give up everything to be with you…Or it does not matter as long as we are together…Or I know we belong together…therefore nothing else matter…

Mr X and Y, you are both idiots…and both wrong for me…

You are playing the oldest two dating schemes in the book…Guild and Playing the field.

You see, this play works well for them, like a spider and his web. You the counter party are caught in their web. Vulnerable, exposed, needy…they are driving everything. The one makes you feel guilty that you don’t feel the same towards him, the other, keeps you guessing and unsure, setting the rules and the game play…making sure you can’t fight back or demand too much, because then they will loose you…

You see both these parties have their goals, and they care about what suits them…what you want is less important…you are ultimately there LUNCH!

Yes, the Madman is not so sane today, but he needs to write…I am distracted and I want to just scream at someone. It is fear, pent-up frustration, lust, hate, love, guild, anger, helplessness, hopelessness… So world, fate, divine intervention, please send me Mr. Right…I am home…alone!

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